Ode to the those faces, mindless, but with your watching eyes.
I did believe in the unending expanse of time, forever.
I never thought of fixing the glass at a Jewish Wedding.
I raise my glass, in the room's closing walls.
Just to feel numb, at least for a second.
I slap the faces of open armed friends.
I push everything, all out of my way.
Never can I burden myself with a smile.
Something soo perfect, given poison sting.
My mind clouds me with fairy tales gashing wildly at my chest.
Never letting me wake, never again to those morning eyes.
I still bleed though, don't I?
I still think, I still speak, I still look at my empty hands!
Scream these soothing anthems, tear apart my these scourged memories.
Scream these soothing anthems, tear apart my these scourged memories.
Then let me not wake to the nail-clip moon, watching the morning's sky.
Happiness, is it so deafening?
I know I should have seen this coming.
But take comfort though, you are moving on well.
Aloft, in a soft whimsical wind.
O this is beautiful! I see new dimensions emerging in you! A new layer of artistic personality! I am thrilled to be able to watch it grow!
ReplyDeleteThat was very pretty Nathaniel.
ReplyDelete"Happiness, is it so deafening?
I know I should have seen this coming.
But take comfort though, you are moving on well.
Aloft, in a soft whimsical wind."
Straight from the heart as always.
So, I see you're still hurting.
Then, I see you're still human.
Hope everything naturally progresses to it's better state.
You've got my number if you ever want to hit me up :3
Yours truly,
your friend.